You Make Me Crazier, Crazier...

I feel pretty good tonight...had a really easy night at work.

Dondi decided that he wanted to go out so I had to get off a little early so I could get our son in time for him to meet his friends and have a few drinks. Which is fine because I'm going to a party next week on one of my nights and then the week after that I'm in London. It all evens out.

My daughter is so sweet, she calls me every day she's not with me and tells me how much she misses me. She'll sneak on her dad or her stepmom's cell phone and make the call. She is such a loving kid. Poor thing acts just like me though. I hope she makes better decisions. I think a lot of parents want that for their children though.

David got back from London today and breezed through on his way to Baltimore and handed me a new Harrod's bag. I was upset because mine, the second one I've used to death, has a hole in it now and so he brought me another. He's so sweet. I told him I was going soon and he didn't have to do that. Then he complained about how expensive it was. Then I said, WELL I'll give you money, then he told me don't worry he's just being a Jew and I wasn't sure if I was allowed to laugh at that or not. I didn't have to because he was in such a rush to get to his BWI flight that it was forgotten as soon as it was said.

I'm so proud of him, he's been packing the correct amount of carryons and he is so much more social. I might be a good influence on him. I hope I'm a good influence on someone!.

I talked to my husband lots of times today and we are getting along pretty well. Hopefully that will last a little longer. We kind of go back and forth. He doesn't really like that I talk to David so much and I don't blame him. I have lied about relationships before but a) I don't need to now and b) David is so blatant about never being more than friends that it's almost offensive. As if I were the one trying crap.

I don't even want a divorce, I never did. What I want is my old life back, before things went wrong but we ruined each other with our indiscretions. Our marriage was on the rocks before it was even started. How sad. I would give anything to rewind the clock and put it back, but I can't. He can't. The people we have become can't live togther right now and our kids are paying for it.

Very sad.

I went to work and somehow ended up in international recheck for a little while. It's the area where after the international inbound passengers clear customs, they recheck their bags, like a little mini ticket counter. Well anyway, I saw the big white dry erase board mounted on the wall with a marker and it was blank.

It wanted me to write on it.

So I wrote "WELCOME TO PHILADELPHIA!!" on it. We are in Charlotte. I left it there.

So many confused passengers had temporary moments of panic. They thought they were in Philly. Hahahahaha. Good times.

Then I'd swoop in with JUST KIDDIN!! and everyone would shake their head and realize that Shannon is coming back to life again.

I'm not sure if they had decided if that was good or bad yet. Jury is still out.

Bedtime. Love you all the way to the moon, all the way back. First class seats!!