So, today hasn't really started out to well...but I have heard several times that if you have negative feelings towards something, you're pretty much going to end up with a negative result right out of the gate. Either that or I really do have a little rain cloud with a lightning bolt coming out of it and zapping me every so often at the amusement of some higher power, possibly karma. Bad juju? I don't really know.
Today, I need to purge all my negative feelings so that I can get through it without an acme anvil falling on top of my head like some sort of cartoon. As I type this I am sitting in Joel's house waiting for my ex to come jump the Excursion. The Excursion provided to me by Joel because my car died. And then the van he had that I wanted to drive died. So he was like, here....just have this. I'm guessing he didn't see my lightning bolt when he started offering his cars. I've already burned through half his fleet here....wanna give it a go with your Prius? Just kidding.
The thing is, I already dropped off my kids to the baby sitter's and school respectively and it worked fine. I was on my way to my return to work drug test at the airport and then on to the Renfrew center for a day I've been regretting for a week. (They're making us go shopping at the mall and I'm understanding we have to try stuff on in front of each other and actually buy an outfit and everyone gets to see the size) I'm absolutely horrified. No woman wants to share her dress size with a group. Even the confident ones. This is just really nerve racking for me. Oh and remember that drug test I told you about????? Remember that? Well it involves pee I've been saving up. So I'm going crazy here.
The dog is downstairs howling because he doesn't want to be put away for the day, and I'm stressing about the day ahead. And I forgot to eat breakfast. And my medication. I just remembered that CRAP. I'm unmedicated, the dog is howling its ears off, the car isn't working, the third one I've killed in like a month, I have to go shopping today and announce my measurements from Mount WannaCrawlinCave and I HAVE TO PEE!!! OH MY GOSH!!!!
And if I miss my drug test, all this non peeing will be for nothing. Do you think they can test a fabric sample on my jeans if I don't make it and end up getting a ride to South Park mall to go spend money I don't have. I mean at least there will be a real reason to get new clothes. That solves that.
So, bad day or bad attitude. You decide. Update later.
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