Congratulations to me! I am officially at an acceptable weight according to my doctor. Now all I have to do is maintain it.
I have to be careful. This was probably accomplished by this weird craving for spaghetti and meatballs every single day for the past month, David either taking me out for every possible meal or ordering me things like Olive Garden and bringing it to me, the two mothers day dinners Dondi took me to, the insane amount of food that was served in First Class to and from Germany or the awesome food I ate while there. .. Or could I possibly actually be happy and finally beating the disorder?
I mean, I actually had to eat the food, right? I didn't dispose of it or make excuses like I used to.
I know to a normal person this may sound silly but to the girls who "did time" at Renfrew with me, I know if they are reading this they are silently giving me a little hug and a proud smile.
I feel like myself again slowly but surely. I feel stronger and sleep better. Laugh easier. Medicate less.
I had so much fun on this little unexpected trip to Germany, had a very cool flight crew, and breathtaking scenery. I saw landscapes and beautiful castles on a cruise along the gorgeous Rein River. I traveled by plane, train, bus,boat and ferry two thousand miles outside my comfort zone and came back joyful and grateful for being so exhausted.
I really don't have anything very articulate to say today except that I am very happy and finally healthy at the same time. My friends really must be doing something right. You know who you are. I love you! :)
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